He couldn't be more reliable. I could trust the fact that he was crazy abut me. I could trust the fact that his love was unquestionable (sometimes, whether I wanted it or not) since we first met. I could trust the fact that he would always support me.
Suddenly, I realized I needed him. In that night I felt hurt and scorned and confused, and I needed to know that I hadn't lost them all.. that one of them really loved me, even when I least deserved it.