Do you know what is like, to lay in bed awake, with thoughts that haunt you every night? Knowing sleep will set it right if you were not to wake?

I'm slowly giving up, I feel really tired.. tired of this numb feelings, this emptiness. Even tough you see me smiling and I look the happiest, I belong to the saddest club, I'm lost inside. I think the only true battle in life is fighting against yourself and I'm loosing.