Her surprise was physical. She was astonished, and at the same time she knew. There were many things in life like that, you couldn't imagine it, and then it happened and you couldn't really imagine it hadn't.
She tried to clamp down, to steady her heart. Not to feel or think to much, otherwise she would notice.
She was tired. Her legs began to ache. She kept her eyes straight ahead and she let herself into the hause and went right to her room. Her brain seemed to process slowly and unwillingly, yet it would not ler her go. She cast a look towards the door, not quite able to help herself.