"When I'm hurt, I shut myself down. I have no motivation for anything, I tell myself that nobody cares, even though I know some do. I think about all the negative things I could possibly think off and I wonder how I am still alive after some. I give myself all the pain thinking I deserve it. I'm not sure why do I do that, it's just who I am."
"And what do you think they think when you are like that"
"They think I am going to kill myself."
"I already killed someone, you see. And I am so sorry! I killed the girl who used to be me."