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Maria Nicanor

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30 abril 2013


Casa-te com aquela pessoa que ao te beijar te tira a roupa mentalmente e sabe o momento certo de te vestir. Gosto tanto de ti que poderia ler os teus termos e condições.
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25 abril 2013


“I was thinking about the first time I ever saw you," he said, "and how after that I couldn't forget you. I wanted to, but I couldn't stop myself. I forced L. to let me be the one who came to find you and bring you back home. And even back then, in that stupid coffee shop, when I saw you sitting on that couch with T., even then that felt wrong to me: I should have been the one sitting with you. The one who made you laugh like that. I couldn't get rid of that feeling. That it should have been me. And the more I knew you, the more I felt it: it had never been like that for me before. I'd always wanted a girl and then gotten to know her and not wanted her anymore, but with you the feeling just got stronger."
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23 abril 2013



I didn't think that guys like you actually existed, sweet and sincere, and hot, you're like an unicorn! 
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19 abril 2013


"When I'm hurt, I shut myself down. I have no motivation for anything, I tell myself that nobody cares, even though I know some do. I think about all the negative things I could possibly think off and I wonder how I am still alive after some. I give myself all the pain thinking I deserve it. I'm not sure why do I do that, it's just who I am."
"And what do you think they think when you are like that"
"They think I am going to kill myself."
"Are you?"
"I already killed someone, you see. And I am so sorry! I killed the girl who used to be me."
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"Foi só piscar o olho e eu me apaixonei, enfim. No meio da fumaça, ele também gostou de mim. O tempo foi passando e nosso amor saiu do chão, e eu fiquei tão grande e mastiguei meu coração.
Dessa vez não tive medo, mesmo assim não disse "sim", percebi o percevejo e deixei cravado em mim. Só eu sei o que é melhor pra mim, às vezes é mais saudável chegar ao "sim".
No meio da euforia, aquele alguém me protegia.. O tempo foi gastando o que não era para durar, como se eu soubesse, não era amor pra todo o dia.
Dessa vez eu tive medo, mesmo assim eu disse "sim", percebi o percevejo e deixei cravado em mim. Só eu sei que foi melhor assim, às vezes é mais saudável chegar ao fim."
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18 abril 2013


He was the person who made her something, and without him she was different. She'd held on to him and to that old self tenaciously, though. She clung to it, celebrated it, worshiped it even, instead of constructing a new grown-up life for herself. For years she'd been eating the cold crumbs left over from a great feast, living on them as though they could last her forever.
But suddenly, she felt the ground beneath her feet tremble and she wasn't sure she could survive another earthquake.
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15 abril 2013


You will always grow stronger and never weaker and they won't beat you down. You are a warrior and you might have lost your battle but you never lost your dignity, it's not you that is unworthy.
Now just forget, you will never wonder anymore, there's nothing more to wonder: you got the answer to all your doubts. And if you find some space in you heart  forgive him, because he does not know what he's doing and move on. Without knowing, he gave you freedom at last, freedom to love yourself more again.
I know that life's blows couldn't ever broke people whose spirit is warmed at the fire of enthusiasm  but  that doesn't mean it won't hurt. And, honestly, I'm so sorry I can't change the direction of the wind, because I would adjust the sails always to reach me. You are too pure and genuine to suffer, I'm my own demon, I'm numb.
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14 abril 2013


She knew whose love she doubted. It wasn't her parent's and it wasn't her friends: It was her own.
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13 abril 2013


realized that a fundamental layer of our happiness depended on the two of us being close to one another. Our lives were independent and full. Our friendship was only one aspect of our lives, but it seemed to give meaning to all the others. 
I know you are always finding ways to love me in spite of how horrible I am, I hope I haven't run out of chances. Honestly, I don't don't know where you end and I start.
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03 abril 2013


He couldn't be more reliable. I could trust the fact that he was crazy abut me. I could trust the fact that his love was unquestionable (sometimes, whether I wanted it or not) since we first met. I could trust the fact that he would always support me.
Suddenly, I realized I needed him. In that night I felt hurt and scorned and confused, and I needed to know that I hadn't lost them all.. that one of them really loved me, even when I least deserved it.
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