«Is it me? Am I the reason people always leave? Am I the reason all these things keep happening to me?
Maybe I'm just destined to be alone.»
I'm tired, tired because I loved you. You were my brother, the only who cared enough to put all those wall down and get to me not wanting anything in return. The one that faced demons with me and the one that was by my side when the boy I loved made me cry, when she passed away or even when he left me by myself. But like all of them you are leaving me, at first it was really slowly, so slowly I couldn't even notice, but now you are not trying to be discreet. And you know the funny part in this shit you are making? You are just like them, you run away when things get hard!
I'm sorry that I can't be the friend you hoped me to be.. I will never tell you this, but I really miss you!
And yes, I'm broken up, deep inside.. but you won't get to see the tears I cry.