Today is your day, it has written S. all over it. I never knew someone who wanted to be 18 so much as you did, but you couldn't and for that I'm so, so sorry my love.
I just want to hug you, I miss you so much S! You are always in my mind and I still shed some tears every once in a while. You would slap me in the face if you could, wouldn't you love?
I don't know how am I not supposed to feel guilty or forget my best friend, my heart doesn't want to let you go. Oh sometimes I get so tense and angry!
But I need you always.
I love you always..