I wonder if I've been changed in the night? Let me think. Was I the same when I got up this morning? I almost think I can remember feeling a little different. But if I'm not the same, the next question is 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!

I don't remember the last words you said to me, how you were dressed in the day I last saw you. I just can't remember if you had your hair straight or with a ponytail or if you were wearing your favourite headband. Actually, as time passed by, my head completely erased all the things I remembered before. The whole day and the two days that followed it are a complete blur in my memory. I just remember knowing you were dead and that's all. It was my way of moving on.
But I do remember you smiling, it still lingers on my mind. I remember the smell of your perfume, your bloodshot madness eyes.. I remember the time our friendship was strong. And this are the things I can force myself to remember, that's all I can bare, even though it's been a year and a half.
I miss you with all my heart and with all my strength and I will never ever forget you love.